New Beginnings...

About to start a new chapter in my life,as they say. Hoping to find healthier,and happier days. But really all i see is the unknown. Im so afraid I dont really want to go. Will I make the same mistakes again. Will it all be a waste. Will the cycle repeat itself again, please tell me my friend. Noone can answer these questions of mine. I feel sometimes I could drown in my own whine. I cannot make a choice for the death of me. Im so afraid of what I may see. On the other side will I have major regrets. Or will I look back to feel free from such a mess. That is what Im hoping for becuase there is a way. I see a door I am opening it though I am so afraid. New beginnings our on there way.And nothing will stop me this time!