lost in my music
not knowing what to do
my assignment right in front of me
and all i can think of is you
i try to ignore my doubts
that fill and cloud my head
try to make my feelings dead
i look around
and all i see
my peers..and my teacher
looking at me
i return to my music
Queen fills my ears
and i try to ignore
all the tears
i look down
and on the space
my tears have stained the keyboard
i try to return to my happy place
surrounded by the gray walls
of a lil place called hell
sitting here so sad and alone
my shoulders drooped
my head fell
my heart aches
the room spins around
my feet on the ground
i just dont know what to do
i know that he loves me
i can feel it in my heart
i know that he's faithfull
and i know we are apart
I’m just so worried
So I cry and I cry
And I cry some more
And sit there being made fun of
By every prep, poser, and whore
Im all alone
Ive always been on my own
And I have been
Im always here
Always near
But on my own
And I feel as tho I shouldn’t be here
I don’t belong
This is my song
Its my lament