My reason

Drinking is known to be bad
But it is part of life's game
Will never disappear like a fad
Shot after shot putting the rest to shame

The liver is crying on its knee's
Yet the mind is finally numb
Death is not going to come by that disease
Only the truth renders to some

In time it takes the pain away
Emotionally disconnected to everyone
If only the feeling can stay
No longer matters to see the moon or sun

Tears that do not want to fall
Stress crushes everything
Many memories to recall
Only to claim to never remember anything

Past and the present
All colliding like so
So many things to resent
Never having the ability to show

To cut down on drinking, knowing it will never go away
Still need it like a prescription drug
Not exactly healthy to take too much every day
To crave it constantly like a kiss or a hug

Everyday is like war
In the mind and soul
Have to get up, but what really for?
Just one more day is the goal

Alcohol is a never leaving friend
Always by my side
Has a out let of comfort to lend
Because rarely do many reside

Makes everything ok
No matter what or how
Or what anyone will do or say
A zone of relaxation only it will allow

So tell me this
Is it wrong to feel at ease?
Even if it requires only a glimpse of bliss
At the end of the day, I'm the only one roaming the empty seas