AT TIME I LET THE BEST OF ME,
BE MY DOWN FALLOF WHAT I CAN BE,
AND I LET EVERYONE SEE,
THE REAL ME,
WITH NO PAIN JUST LOVE,
BUT THEN I HAVE TO BOW ON MY KNEES
AND PRAY TO THE MAN ABOVE, CAUSE MY
HEART WAS TORN,
AS IF SOMEONE WAS SHEDDING CORN,
THEN I HURT SO BAD I OFTEN WONDER
WHY MUST I GO THROW SO MUCH HATE,
THATI FEEL LIKE I GIVE LOVE BUTI BE
THE ONE USED FOR BATE,
WHAT IS IT I`VE DONE TO MAKE UTURN,
AND CAUSE MY HEART TO BURN,
IT CAN`T BE LACKOF TRUST,
NOR CAN IT BE A LITTLE RUST,
CAUSE I GAVE U MY LOVE AS NEW,
UNUSED, WITHOUT ME FEELING BLUE,
THEN I LOOK AND TRY TO JUDGE MYSELF
AND THINK I MUST NEED HELP BUT THIS
IS MY PAIN,
A NEVERENDING CHAIN,
I SEEM TO BE CURSED WITH TILL I DIE,
NO ITS NO LIE,
I HAVE BEEN THROW SO
MANY RELATIONSHIPS,
THAT I FORGET ABOUT THE GANGS BLOODS
AND CRIPS, until I CLOSE MY EYESAND
REALIZE THAT THE WAR IS INSIDE ME,
SO WHO DO I LEAN ON FOR STRENGTH
LIKE A TREE, OR MUST I BELIEVE IM
SUPERMAN ABLE TO LEAP TALL BUILDINGS
AND CONQUER ANYTHING,
OR SHOULD I BE LIKE AL GREEN OR R
KELLY AND JUST SANG,
BUT I RATHER BE ME,
AND WRITE YOU LETTING YOU GET A
GLIMPSE MY LIFE AND LETTING U SEE,
MY PAIN, MY JOY, MY LOVE, MY HATE
AND MY SORROW,
THEN I WONDER COULD YOU LIVE TO SEE
TOMORROW.