The sun brings me to tears, the same sun
That burns away my fears. When I think
About my Brother Josh, all I can say is,
Oh, my gosh. When I thought about
How he died, I sat in his chair and just cried.
When I was with him in his room, his heart
Was not beating that familiar boom. The look
He gave me with a sad smile, reminded me of the
Days I was in denial. I don't want to let him go,
But deep inside I'll always know, that even
Though I can't see him, not even a glow, he will
Always be there, this I know. And as the time
Passes I'll see him without my glasses and
Without my glasses, I will see once again, him and me.
When I write his name, I'm never in shame even
Though I feel I have myself to blame. Because now
I know his soul is freed no more pain no more grieve.
Now as I look at the sky above, all I see is his love,
Josh wherever you are, with or without your car,
I will cry for you until my years pass, and like
You graduate at the top of my class.
And now as I end this skit, I'll talk of no more
Pain, no more spit. And you need to remember still,
JOSH I love you and always will!