I was once asked do I believe in God.
With such a simple question, my answer was complex.
Although I know of his existence, I often question his tactics.
I won’t say that I disagree with him, I just don’t understand,
I desperately pray for answers to comprehend his divine plan.
Though I’m not living life by his word I do know wrong from right,
but with temptations everywhere I feel I’m losing this fight.
I think my soul is pure but I’ve let life influence me,
the world has blinded me so that his word is hard to see.
I was so afraid, that needing proof was my excuse,
in reality I know I was just afraid of the truth.
In the eyes of God my current life style would be absurd,
I think it’s about time I allow his word’s to be heard.
His aura couldn’t be felt because my mind was so dense,
I just pray that he shows amnesty for my ignorance.
I feel as though I’m ready to be saved, for my new life to begin,
it’s been years since my last confession, Forgive me father for I have sinned.