Friday before u was taken away from me U told me "I love you and be good." U always tell me that but I didnt know that I was hearin it 4 tha last time. Monday wen u got shot I didnt know until Tuesday afternoon. Mommy came and got me outta practica and I knew someone died but I never was expectin to hear wat she said..."Ur cousin gone Yall; Mike Mike Dead..." I couldnt cry right then cuz It didnt hit me right then. When It hit me it REALLY hit me. I only ask the question why? Why do people gotta be so jealous and why they take my Mike Mike? I seen it on the Channel 4 news and i only cried a little cuz I couldnt believe it. I went to bed cryn that night and woke up that Wednesday cryn and even was in school cryn. I remember one day I was in my room all alone and I broke down. DayDay came in the room and told me it was ok. He left and I was still cryn. the night of the candle light I was so mad cuz to be where u were on ur last night in this life was scray and on top of that I felt all the pain u felt. Funeral day came and I lost it. I put apart of me in that casket wit u brova and thats real. I miss u so much brova its killin me softly. But now that ur in heaven where u belong watch over me cuz im so messed up and I cant bear this pain all alone. Im glad ur with god now its the best place for u but in due time ima be wit u brova and i can see that smile and hear u say "I love u" again


R.I.P. Michol "Mike Mike" Brown

12-30-82 to 12-03-07