Beyond the lies, and underneath the cries
You will find me there with bloodshot eyes
I find myself not really living this life
These scars remain from that invisible knife
A world of troubles out of others sight
I pray each night , tonight will be the night

That I find myself,
That I find myslef,
I have to find myself,
Or have I already gone

Its all a big mystery to me
That all these people just dont see
That this life is just a sham
How did I become who I AM
where did I go wrong
This time its just been to long

Since I found myself,
since I found myself,
I have to find myself,
Or have I already gone

Every night just brings a day
That I wish would go away
How do I leave the past behind
While Im searching to find...

I have to find myself,
I have to find myself,
I need to find myself,
Or am I already Gooonnee.....when will I find myself