I have gone through stages and mazes to figure out that it's so amazing how the this world is so cold and unapologetic to human emotions. How I feel right now is truly unique seeing that I have not felt a vibe like hers in such a long time, but her sprit was so strong I feel the residual effects making me long for a similar sensation, but how is it now I lost in my own sauce stuck in reminisce I want to go on live, learn, and burn but I seems I have lost my mojo, words can't describe how I feel inside. The thought of my process can’t decipher the hidden message man. I am wishing on a blessing to keep me from stressing and ease my pain. Right now I do anything if will keep me sane I am on the verge of going down the drain...