If I were to tell you that it really did matter. Would that change anything?
Me, the one who has  for most part of her life accepted what was and never complaining for change?
If I were to tell you that I love you as much now as I had when I first met you would that matter?
You are looking for words to soothe your mind coat your ego so you can go to sleep at night peacefully. I am looking for truth and patience and the security in knowing that around that corner I am cautiously looking around I will still find you there! I came into this blindly i fell into you willingly and I have loved you passionately doubts played no part until you put it there. Now I have to caress your insecurities while I have my own.

If I were to tell you that I want to be with you forever and be by your side only. will that give you less worry? I can tell you everything you want to hear feed your curious mind satisfy the wanting body. But should i have to? All along it is I who has the cloud of mist before my eyes it is I who is afraid of what may happen it is i who has been decieved and you feel uncomfortable with me? I can not hold you to me i can not make you want to stay i can not change the way you think. I canonly be who I am. If I were to tell you That I love you would you believe me? Now if You were to tell me That you Love me? I would say no. no you couldn't possibly love me.
If I were to tell you.