I keep on realizing

Free verse poem

I keep on realizing

Ill never see you again

I keep on realizing

You are gone and you’re never coming back

I keep on realizing

Ill never feel your gentle touch or your soft skin

I keep on realizing

I won’t wake up to you lying next to me

I keep on realizing

Ill never kiss your sweet lips, always finding the right spot

I keep on realizing

I don’t have to set you out a plate for dinner.

I keep realizing

Ill never hear your whisper in my ear

I keep on realizing

You didn’t love me you loved your self

I keep on realizing

You left me for another

I keep on realizing

That you don’t want what is growing in my womb

I keep on realizing

I can’t pay for it alone

I keep on realizing

That I don’t need you to survive

I keep on realizing

That no matter what life still goes on.