COMMITMENT....

I hate that shit.
Not because it's something thing that I can't deal with,
Or because it's a thing that I can't get,
I just really hate that shit.

I'll tell you why in just a little bit,
For now just know that I hate that shit.

I give all of my heart, completely open it.
It she be a toilet, cuz women shit on it.
You don't understand how much I hate that shit.

Maybe I'm never viewed as being legit,
Or when I try, women get a kick out of it.
Maybe someone can tell me whats wrong with it.
I just know that I hate that shit.

All other women disappear when I'm committed.
I don't fuck around, I don't do any bullshit.
When I told you I love you, I fuckin meant it.
So...now I say I don't cuz I hate that shit.

Love don't mean be with her, but fuck this chick.
When I'm committed I'm committed, and I meant it,
When we did it, but I've grown to regret it.
She took my heart and pounced on it.
Put doubt in my mind and wanted me to accept it.
But me loving her was clearly neglected.
I don't think you hear me...I HATE THAT

So...as I sit here alone, and remember and reflect,
On the honesty and monogamy that went into it.
Why can't I just be a dog, most women seem to like it.
But that's not me so I can't even try it.
Still I stay true and try to remain grounded,
I can't give anymore, I'm tired of being hurt.
She ripped up my heart and covered it with dirt.
Now I've wiped all my tears with the sleeve of my shirt.
Still into women, so from time to time I'll flirt.
It's just that commitment and me don't seem to work.
Last time I tried, my feelings were burnt.
Maybe one day I'll catch the commitment bug again.
Until that day, I'll just keep it as friends.
Trying not to hate commitment again.