I never thought I'd say this
The way that we play has such confrontation
Guilt by association.

I found out what I've been missing
You are enough to keep me wondering through the nights that I've spent
Alone

I've never told a lie,
and that makes me a liar,
I've never made a bet,
but we gamble with desire,
I've never lit a match,
with intent to start a fire,
but recently the flames,
are getting out of control

i can't believe that me and my boyfriend of a year and seven months are now over because i made an idiotic decision. was it worth it? no! but what can i do other than wait for some boy to sweep me off my feet again ha. like that will happen. i am so bad at being single. he was my first boyfriend and i grew with him and him with me. it is just hard because i feel so lonely without him.