Though I may doubt now
I know this will pass.
because I always knew this love,
Forever, wouldn't last.

So though I feel deprived
With this ache in my heart
I have hope that with God's love,
this pain will depart.

I've realized even though you make me
Feel weary and caught up
It's hard for me to make myself detached
And completely give you up.

But this feeling will pass,
This will pass...
I just have to remind myself that I'm not important,
so my feelings can't last.

But what I've felt from loosing what we had
you'll never understand.
I often hate drawing upon it;
Though it pulls on me like walking on sand.

I never want you to read this--
[But at the same time I want you to see]
See, I wish the best for you,
but you don't know how your indecisiveness rubbed off on me.

I may have said
that seeing you guys together bothers me,
But all that really matters and has always mattered,
is seeing you happy.

So I hope you are
I hope you f***ing are.
Because you have her,
while I feel lonely, and didn't leave a scar.

But I really thought we had something in common.
And I hate admitting I was wrong.
So to fix these misconceptions in my heart,
there's no remedy, no song...

Aren't I the most selfish person you've ever met?
I keep telling myself I don't matter,
But here I am writing my thoughts
When helping others I should rather.

"Yes I was burned but I call it a lesson learned...
My soul has returned so I call it...
Another lesson learned."(-Alicia Keys)