When I look back on what we used to have i cry a little and everything goes back, not looking back on why I cried i lead my regular life with it trailing along in my mind. Sticking it farther and farther into my mind till I couldnt reach it anymore... Signs came to remove it but I did not answere. I left it to break a hole in my empty heart. Removing every ounce of respect I had for you. My life has been like a broken highway just hurting and breaking with every vehicle that passes. Did I care? It wasn't my choice to. I let it hurt till my pain was digging away at my inner soul, but now see if you could break this heart of steel. See if you could find the key to get in. If you knew my real feelings the key would be standing right in front of you. My feelings were always in the back of your mind growing cobwebs, never to enter into the heart i knew was there. Reach in to your mind and see if you find it. I know its there. I will end with this. Never let things be hidden, see whats there, polish the mind and you will never go wrong.