whats all this you ask of me?

backstab and scheme your rhapsody

lie and cheat then laugh at me

cold and heartless blasphemy

make an ass of me

walk on top of me

stomp on me

you've already forgotten me, probably,

you wont even acknowledge me

treated horribly

are you even a little sorry

did you ever care?

you were never there

signs were everywhere but i never dared

to stare a little deeper into the abyss

cuz it woulda stared back somethin deep was amiss

i just wished for a kiss

certainly not this

not more loneliness

not more bleeding wrists

not more broken hearts

you took that organ and tore it apart,

and descartes lied when he sighed i think there for i am

and now i drink all that i can,

and i still aint who i am

still cant barely stand

forever damned

this wasnt the plan

this was never part of the plan