I'm feeling so alone,
I'm feeling so afraid,
That I don't know what to do about it anymore.
I just can't explain,
This horrible feeling about everything that's happened to me.
The old times are lost,
New ones are paused,
I wish I could replay it all.
Why does it hurt?
When will it stop?
When will this all go back to normal?
I get so angry and frustrated,
That i can't stand it it all.
No one understands or really cares.
People you thought you could trust and rely on,
Turn into the ones who backstab you.
Wherever I turn,
I see blurs of people who used to be close.
God,
Help me,
This is so hard.
I want to cry,
Run away from this pain.
Run away from everyone and everything,
And give up.
I'm trying to hold on and not let go,
But slowly i'm slipping,
And finally letting go,
It's over.