Seems half my scruples were abandoned at birth
A Mischevious gamine for what it's worth, wondered if I was cursed, feeling like my mind's been disbursed
My life has been rehearsed, I'm just singing a long and I don't know the verses, Oh Well, actions speak louder than words
Now, I see two roads diverged, I'm stuck like a fork in the road
Under pressure, thoughts collide like opposites, my mind implodes, I keep secrets like buried treasure GOD knows
Only HE keeps my soul...light as a feather but my shoulders
weighted and my heart's heavy steadily pulled like a levy
Attached to my inner being, I'm seeing... the devil's demons attacking me while I'm reaching, clawing, tossing and turning
I wake from sleeping and dreaming, Cold Sweats, my Savior
is on my left, holding my hand while I take these fragile steps
Entering my lungs, HIS breath, in my ear HE's guiding me on what to do next, I'm far too weak to do it by myself
Which I never am, HE's with me up and through death
This valley I walk through is hell, but I reamain under HIS spell
Drug induced as well, yet ever-strong though
My heart's been impaled by the clever wrongs and the lies the devil tells but yet and still, they're abysmally lacking
Knowledge brings satisfaction keeping from distractions
I have a job to do, once done then finally I can relax and.....
Lay down to sleep my child, 'cause it'll be the end 'fore while
Only then I can go 'head and from the inside truly smile
THIS IS AN EPOPEE!!!