yes my poem is sad
as a sad man is
God why all the trouble in this universe , why ,God. Why me , where did I go wrong ?
can you hear me God ? will you answer me please ?
yesterday I cried to you ,
gave you mycell phone number ,
I gave you my home address
I gave you my email address,
I gave you my home phone number ,

today, at three ocklock in the morning ,
I woke up early , to be the first,
to be able to talk to you,
so you can attend to my needs ,
you know why I woke up this early God,?
for they all say the same thing ,
" you better catch him before its daylight,..
for he his a busy God!!
so thats why I woke up ealry,

I turned my cell phone on ,
I blocked all the friends call,
I called in at work ,
I kept all my lines open,
I logged into my computer, and kept my email open,
just incase you contact me ,
just incase you thought about ,
what I told you last night ,
But once more ,
I never heard from you ,
not a phone call ,
not a letter , not even one of your Angels ,
who I was expecting today,
just incase you was busy,
but all was silent .
as the cold of the night .

but Anyway God ,
My daughter is still sick ,
my rent is due ,
My brother just passed away
from the wars of this world ,
all what I have is his memeories ,
My wife has threatened to leave me ,
the last I heard from a friend ,
she is now seeing another man,
because the other man has more dough,
and so will there go , my marriage of 10 years,

I went to the doctor ,
he told me I have a heart stroke ,
from all this worries ,
Maybe its better this way ,
for I am ready to exit,

now my brother's wife
she has to move in with me ,
for the government of this world ,
told her . that her husband ,
Died a hero for our nation, its been long enough,
they wont assist her
"she has to wait in-line"
just like all other solders,
she has two kids
who is gonna feed them ,God?
who is going to cloth them God?
who will comfort them .
please answer me God .
My mother just called me ,
told me my Dad just passed away,
about two weeks ago,
" I cound't call and break the bad news"
so she told me,
"for I know what you are goig through"
at least she feels my pain
yet she is hopeless to help
yet she needs the doctors'
for she is now old
and dying of cancer.
just the other day God
thiefs broke into my house,
and stole everything ....
even the little food I had left
I called the police,
quickly they came
as they aways do,
took some evidence
made me write a report,
then they left.
though One neighbor saw the thiefs,
and identified them to the police,
no arrest were made, ,
I tried to call the police department ,
the officer on duty, he told me the case was closed,
" no tangible evidence"
so he told me .
a week ago, My manager thretened me ,
he want to fire me
" deal with your problems boy!!"
"Its none of my business"
you will go home , or go to hell"
I have a business to run here!!

such words!
such coldness!
such hatred!
why then am I here God?
why ? why?
I have to go now ,
and deal with my problems,
my wife is now packing her things ,
she is leaving me ,
In my heart ,
Ive alwyas been loyal to her,
my child is crying ,
she needs food, she needs my attetion .God,
I have to go now,
I will not wait for you tonight ,
I will not bother you no more ,
you will not hear from my sob storie anymore
I will not talk to you tonight ,
hope I dont loose my job,
for my kids needs food,
but I promise ,
I will not trouble you no more ,
maybe as they say,
you are too busy ,too busy for people like me.
I am tired.