Confusion boils up inside me
Not knowing what to make of anything
I continually ask myself what I'm doing?
My life has been taken and shaken
Thrown and tossed around
I am beaten, over used and abused
I am tired of feeling this way
I have mix feelings.
My mind just seem split in two.
Part of me wants on thing
The other the exact opposite
I no long know what I want exactly
Nor how I want it delivered.
Damn, I hate feeling this way
I hate it with a deep passion
I've had a love for you
That i can't find anymore
All I hold is just the memories of it all.
I've made it a goal to make you happy
No matter what
So if you are asking yourself
What's next?
Then we both going to share this boat ride
Cause like I said before
I'm confused
And it is boiling up
Well within me.