On September 16th
A star lit night
I was sitting listening to music and hanging out with my friend
While sitting there my friend decided to take pictures of us and put them on myspace
We were just having fun
But we didnt think on what could happen next
Maybe an hour or two later 
your girl calls my friend and asks if i was adopted
My friend said yes
She then handed me the phone
and your girl who is on the other line asked me
"Do you know your biological Mother's name"
I said "yes, Kellie Mcpherson"
I didnt know what was going to come out next
But when she did say something it was like it was unreal
she said that she was engaged to you and that i had two neices
and that my mother lives down the street.
We got off the phone and i was trying to soak up the fact that this maybe true
How could pictures on my friends myspace lead me to find my biological mother and you 
Your girlfriend called back and my friend sherry handed me the phone again
Your girlfriend told me that you guys were picking me up
At the point it was about 1 in the morning so in my head i was like WHAT
You showed up and i saw you for the first time
Right when i saw you i knew you were my brother
After that day it was like we couldnt be split
You were not only my brother but my best friend
We did everything together
We hung out almost everyday.
I moved in with you in october
and we had a blast
but then things got rocky
i said somethings about your girlfriend
that i shouldnt have said
But i did and i regret that
cause if i didnt say those things then i would still have you as my brother
From this day i still feel the pain of loosing you
It feels like i lost you forever
you were my own flesh and blood and i hurt you
I hurt you by saying those things
Even though we arent close anymore you are always in my heart
And on my mind
And i always wonder if your ok and how your doing
If anything was to happen to you
I would loose it
I dont want anything to happen to you
you are an amazing brother and a great friend
I love you bro