This is killing me inside
All I want to do is die
Crying in side out
Causing a crippling doubt
The only thing I know true is my undying love for you
How did you get confused
An why do I feel so used
I feel my world is falling apart
You're ripping at my already battered heart
Am suppose to understand you
An put aside what  know is true
Is this the reason you beg for me to open up
So that you can push me over the top
Is this the reason you wanted control
So that you can destroy what's left of my soul
Was I so blind that I couldn't see
That you were no longer in love with me
That I was a mere stepping stone
On that journey that you cal home
Was all your talk of love & forever
just another ploy that was way to clever
Your analytical approach to my broken heart
Say's it was never about me from the start