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    BEN

    I had you in the early dawn of light. You looked so small I lost my sight. You were small and cold. Never breathing never a soul. I lost you when you came out. I cant believe god blacked you out. I loved you no matter what. You gave me life. You have me pain. You gave everythign I have to gain. You were my precious boy. You were so true. I named you Ben.  Your daddy was hurt. So was i. We wrapped you tight and held you till the night. I wanted you then I want you now. I know your in heaven with a friend. I miss you so. Im sorry you had to go. But through all this I gave you a kiss. They took you away cause you were dead. I had massive thoughts in my head. I was your mother so very young. I should have known what was done. I looked at you so helpless and blue. I felt the pain of few. I have your picture in my heart. No matter what you didnt have a start. I wish I could bring you back. Time and time I wonder back. Back to the day of the dreaded fight. Back to the day you lost your life. I wonder why he was mean. To take you away maybe from the sin. I know I was young but god help me. You were a nasty person to of hit me. I was your daugher you gave me life. Then you took your grandson just on spite. I hated the sight of you for all you did. You took my first kid. At last I see in the dawn of light my baby born shine so bright.

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    myar commented on BEN

    06-28-2009

    all that is not given.... is not true. hold on to the promise of morning dew

    bughchimp2

    06/30/2009

    thanks

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    Walt Whitman, American Poet (1819-1892)

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