I cannot step away, I cannot comprehend, I cannot listen, I cannot lie, I cannot build false hopes.
It is all a bunch of nonsence.
Some people live thier lives with money money money in mind.
Family comes second.
Hey!! I live for me. I have no children, no lover, no family, no obligationss.
My opportunities are endless and my hope is great.
Goin on 40 now.
No wrinkles , yet the inner thighs sag like lost life. Not so hip.
I know that I am going to leave this existance fairly soon..


I have a man made disease, mostly my fault, and please do not let "AIDS" enter your mind.
4 times in my life I have taken care of the evil cancer in my body. And I think back and I wonder what I could have done to make a better life for myself.
My best friends have died.
My last illness has overtaken me, and I am happy.
I am happy to fade away. Will you remember me?
Will anyone?
No fear, and no cowrardice as I walk into what is going to make me happy. I rejoice in what is coming, and am happy!!
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BELIEVE