Behind The Mask I Wear

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  • sportykat66
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I wrote this poem originally on August 28, 1996 while I was in jail.  My life had spun out of control and it took a kind correctional officer to make me see the good in all the bad I did.  To this day it is one of my favorites.

Behind The Mask I Wear

Behind the mask I wear
is a person I hate to be
Because nobody ever gets the chance
to see the real me.

Behind the mask I wear
A coward lay behind
Afraid of what the world dished out
Without a safe place to find.

Behind the mask I wear
A child runs from fear
The Boogey man's out to get me
"Oh, Daddy, are you near?"

Behind the mask I wear
is a drunken sore that's me
To thirst that drink, it made me think
What a messed up girl, I be.

Behind the mask I wear
Fat clings to my bones
No one loves me for what they see
Don't call me names, throw stones.

Behind the mask I wear
To Look inside the mirror,
A child wanders aimlessly
as old age draws nearer.

Behind the mask I wear
A new one's just been found
A Mask that changed my attitude
And turned my life around.

Behind the mask, the new one I wear
A handful of broken dreams, made me aware
that life is an abundance of ups and downs
And other options to share.

Behind my new mask, I wear
A chance to succeed
Another chance to start over
And a person someone may need.

I wear my new mask with confidence
With strength, self esteem and a smile
I wear my new mask with love and affection
To go on for quite awhile.

The tears I cried were heavy with pain
My new mask too them away
Behind my new mask, I am OUT and proud
With endless voice of say.

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monica83 commented on Behind The Mask I Wear

08-17-2009

...Brilliant..work,I too wrote a similar poem ..some time back...so I can very well relate to u ,only mine was under diffrent circumstances...I had hidden my realself under wraps of social demands...that I forgot me.myself....keep it up.be strong.

Unique28 commented on Behind The Mask I Wear

07-01-2009

i love it! i love it! i love it! its so nice. good job. a 10

sportykat66

07/02/2009

Thank You, I am glad that you like it.

dragonfly1023 commented on Behind The Mask I Wear

07-01-2009

great thoughts showing that bad habits and spiraling lives can be changed with the a new attitude, self esteem, and a realization of ones abilities in life. I love the use of the mask you wear. It seems that though it helped you greatly through those times :D

sportykat66

07/02/2009

The wearing of many masks over my lifetime definitely helped me, thank you for the nice comments

Poetry is either something that lives like fire inside you or else it is nothing, an empty formalized bore around which pedants can endlessly drone their notes and explanations.

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