To breath a sie of relief knowing that your not in pain any more dosent really help me smile. I try to think of a better place you might be stretching your arms with white wings.
i still cant imagine this world without you i cry on my shoulder because to breath a sie of relief knowing your not in pain dosent make it any easier to let go, i picture you wrapping your hands around the whole that was empty and filled with nothing but black ,a spot which spread at which they told you the cancer was back, it hit not just you so hard, because i couldnt imagine going through as tough a situation but i still wish i could breath a sie of relief that your not in pain anymore let the lord take you into his arms in his world. I sometimes want to be selfish and keep you all to myself, but thats imposible for him to bear couldnt he just split you in two give me your heart and take the sickenss that big empty hole and fill it with love and kindness no darkness and pain.I still wish i could breath a sie of relief knowing your not in pain anymore. it dosnet make me smile. As my tear drops in your lifeless hand now he has you all to himself and im left with the stillness so cold the room empty with no love ill lay here and wait for him to take me too and as i wait ill lay here and wish to breath a sie of relief knowing your not in pain any more.