Just how could this possibly happen?
Leaving for reasons unknown.
Unsettled now is this solitude.
Always a moment of uncertainty.
Remaining leaves only the bitter aftertaste of wormwood.
Potent and deadly!
Deep in this heart of hearts,
Even in the brokenness of a love
That has shattered as a mirror.
Each jagged shard cutting deeper
Than the one before.
Seems never a time to heal.
Frustration mounts by the hour.
When will peace come?
Or, will this find even me?
How can I allow myself to have that.
Just a simple pleasantry.
Will my rescue ever arrive?
Am I worthy of that redemption?
Will I ever recognize it?
Or, perhaps this anxiety has gone on
Far too long. 
That any reconciliation is not available,
Especially for this disgraced one.