4 years

                      How did it get this far?
                with tears rolling down my cheek
                      unto my soft bed sheets.

                      Expecting a text or call
                 knowing that through it all you were
                         all the way gone.

                       But that dosn't change
                 how I feel I wish we could have 
                          just kept it real.

                        You left without a word
                  with half my heart still in your soul
                       never to come back home  

                         so many questions left
                   unanswered, so many thoguhts
                            left incomplete.   

                         Trying to leave you alone
                   trying to give you what you want.
                          Its hard for me even but 
                                 your gone.