you're stupid game

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this was a very unstable and emotional time for me and I just realized how pissed off I was. I have NEVER put that much emotion into any poem I have

you're stupid game

I knew it was too good to be true
that you actually liked me or loved me
it was all just one huge lie wasn't it?
you really were just trying to seduce me
is this what you wanted?
were you trying to hurt me? I'm convinced you were
after all of those stupid lies you fed me
how dare you even do this to me, you're loathsome

after I loved you and did so much to try and stay together with you
this is the hurtful and painful truth I find out
you probably never even cared about me did you?
you just used me like some tissue
after I thought you really did love me and you really did care
just to find out that you never did love me or cared
you have completely shattered my world and heart

I hope you were trying to hurt me because guess what?
you succeeded! you won and broke me all over again
oh how I wish I could hurt you as much as you hurt me
I want you to know what this feels like, this pain
this agony and sorrow I went through for you
all of the hopes gone, all of the dreams crushed

you are not even worth my tears nor my time
but I loved you so much and I find out you are a liar
why should I even bother wasting my time on you?
wasting every single tear that comes down my face?
you would never do the same for me

was this love I thought we shared just part of your game?
you knew I loved you so you tricked me
you tricked me into believing that you loved me too
and then you tried to get me to do what all guys want
but I said no and knew you would wait because you loved me
I guess you can say I was wrong about that

guess you could say I was wrong about everything
about how we were meant to be together forever
wow, to think I was so stupid and believed it
to think on how naive and childish I was
believing every word that you said to me
never knowing that it was all just a lie
that is was all just a part of your stupid game

I keep thinking about all of those times we shared
talking about your stupid swords when I really didn't want to
laying on the trampoline and watching the stars with you
opening that card and reading what it said
the first kiss we ever shared in your hall
the first argument we ever had
the stupid silly pillow fight we had last time I saw you
I get more broken as I think about all of these things
each memory is crushing my heart more and more
and you're not even worth any of this, apparently I wasn't

so don't give me any crap about how he is lying
don't try to lie to me again and say you still love me
I don't want to hear any of it ever again
I don't want to ever hear your voice again
and I definitely don't want to see your face
at least not for a long time, because you screwed me over
and I am not ready to forgive you for that

I will go and throw away the notebook, the card, and the necklace
because they are all just reminders of you and your betrayal
and everytime a tear falls from an eye, every time I see you in my mind
I want to cry out in pain and scream and yell at you
thinking how could you do this to me?
the ultimate love wasn't the ultimate love
because that love was never even real
so I am cutting you out of my life right now
I did not want to do any of this
but you forced me to, all this pain you put me through
so I am done with you and your lies
don't even bother to call, I won't pick up

you can do what you did to me to some other girl
but boy do I feel so sorry for her
I just hope she sees the betrayal and lies you will put her through
I hope she doesn't let it get too far and I hope she dumps you
because you are not worth any girl's tears, not what you do to us
so goodbye forever, I hope what you did eats at you inside
I hope some girl breaks your heart and you go through all of this pain
and don't come back to me, because I won't be there to help

wish I could say I am sorry for this but I am not
so really now, goodbye and have a good life
or not, I don't really care how your life turns out now
you will never know how much pain and tears you put me through
but you would not care anyways so don't talk to me again
so goodbye lowlife, you so called friend

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shakeme4life commented on you're stupid game

12-02-2010

This is a magnificent poem and i need to borrow a verse or two for my memory banks ... i hear the boderline rage , i feel so stupid , in this poem ...

tuggerina

12/05/2010

thank you, it is one of my best poems

The true philosopher and the true poet are one, and a beauty, which is truth, and a truth, which is beauty, is the aim of both.

Ralph Waldo Emerson, American Poet (1803-1882)

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