Sitting there staring at me with those vacant eyes...

How can you not hear me? I try to tell you my heart...

But you ...you hear only faint whispers...

You make excuses to why you are this way....taking no responsibilty for your self...

I cry and try to understand....yet I cant seem to...

Why cant you hear me?

I have poured my heart to you...and its fallen on deaf ears....

I have never asked for leaps of tall buildings ...or swinging from a web...

Ive asked to be listened to...just hear me...love me...respect me...validate me...

Is that too much to ask for...

Maybe Ive asked to much...To the point where ive stopped asking...Ive stopped for a while now....

Ive turned to listening to myself and asking Myself....

Now what...?

Im Tired of feeling neglected...unwanted,unneeded....

I have felt betrayed...

My heart betrayed, Cast off like I ment nothing...

My words hollow and my feelings vacant.....

But they arnt...

you just cant hear me...

I have so many things i want to say and feel ...

This is a storm i will have to wait out....but It really is always raining in my head....