You bring out the worst in me

(this is going to be my very first audio and video spoken word piece.)

You bring out the worst in me.

I, fight you, I beg you, I try to persuade.

But you bring out the worst in me.

You lie, you cheat, you hurt me to no end.

Then you come back with "I'm sorry, I love you, I miss you. I won't ever do it again."

And I fall for it

You bring out the worst in me cuz i fall for it everytime you come back, hoping that you'll change but that change never comes

I'm left standing here, more questions than answers, thinking about what i could've done wrong and how I must not be meant for love.

I let that black hole of depression swallow me up completely making me feel like I'm drifting through life without a purpose or a reason to live anymore.

Someday I will get out of that black hole and know that I deserve someone to love me. Someone who will love me for who I truly am inside. Who will love me for my mind, body, and soul!

Someday I'll raise my hand and turn away from you and never let you bring out the worst in me.