WHY IS IT SO EASY TO SAY I WANT TO DIE
WHEN MY SOUL IS SCREAMING
AND MY HEART CRYS
WHEN WILL I GET RELIEF
WHEN WILL MY HEART BE ABLE TO SPEAK
I FORGIVE MYSELF
THATS WHAT I WANT TO SAY TO AND BE ABLE TO LEAVE
FOR SOME REASON MY HEART IS STUCK
STUCK IN THE WAY WHERE I CANT DUCK
I FEEL MY LIFE IS GOING
BUT I AM NOT MOVING
WHY CANT I JUST LET GO AND BEGIN GROWING
WHEN WILL I LEARN FROM MY MISTAKES
WHEN WILL I BE ABLE TO TAKE
JUST TAKE CONTROL OF MY HEART
TAKE CONTROL OF ME MOVING FORWARD
PLEASE GOD HELP ME FIND MYSELF
IVE BEEN LOST FOR SO LONG THAT I FEEL HELPLESS
NO DOCTOR OR PERSON CAN HELP MY PAIN
FOR I FEEL DEEPER AND DEEPER IN DISTRAIN
I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY WITH MYSELF ENJOY MY LIFE
ENJOY MY SUCCESS
I CANT FEEL ANYMORE WHILE IM WALKING
MY HEART IS AIMING FOR THE FLOOR
I JUST WANT TO LOVE MYSELF
I JUST WANT TO FEEL HAPPY IN MY OWN SKIN
SMILE IN THE MIRROR AND SAY I WANT TO WIN
WHEN WILL I WIN MY OWN FORGIVENESS
WHEN WILL I ACCEPT MYSELF
AM I ENOUPH TO FEEL HAPPINESS
IM NOT JUST HURTING ME
IM HURTING MY INNERSELF
WHEN WILL I FORGIVE
AND LET IT PASS ONCE AGAIN