why me????
loving the bay and always will talking bout how different things could be. don't want to leave him cuz it mite not be the same and don't want to stay in this house because this aint fair. why am i the person being blamed fa the stupid shyt that goes on with this house. why did i have to come back to a almost perfect mother and then a mother that could be hell. why does everything in this world have to happen to me. why did i have to be abuse by an ex boyfriend, so stupid to let that happen. why was i so young to not know that raping is not cool and that it was almost bout to happen to me. why do i continue to put marks on my body and try to kill myself and wish i wasn't alive and maybe that all this pain will just go away. why should i cry myself to sleep every night for two months to only wake up in the same misery. my life feel like a horror movie, a drama and at times some action but its not the life i want!!!!why me????
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- nicolejayson
- is confused and dont know what to do
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