As the train starts to board i sensed i was here before standing in this line were every one looks like they died, then the conductor yell last call to board the train to hell i suddenly started to sweat but how can this be i shouldn't board this train it wasn't ment for me, all i knew i was at my home then i woke up to this sound of steam i still was cofused i didn't know what or whom this had to be a mistake cause i was good in life for goodness sake do these people know who they choose or is it ramdon that they make us confuse, when i was alive i thought i did right i always took care of my family and all my bills on time and never stood out all night, i piad my dues took care of poor and fead the needy and always did more than i ment to do but that is me always looking out for everyone i see, but the dark side of me i thought would not wiegh all my misguidence of trouble i fled but i guess i was wrong cause this dream is so long but am i doomed cause of drug i used, this is to harsh if you ask me why go to hell for a drug addiction cause i used it I V, that could be why cause god knows me well doing drugs shouldn't have bought me a trip to hell, dam i say cause this don't make sense going to damnation over drugs and some friends. wow i just remember what would have got me this trip the day i drank and curse god for this shit for becoming some thing i didn't know and for doing bad things that made a pheened, this is why i am pretty sure no matter what i think i don't expect forgiving me cause if he did i wouldn't stink of rotten flesh is what i'm about to be burnning in hell for all eternity...