who i was

to give in is the way life is telling me to go
will i listen or just tell it no
the pain i fear is swelling
all i can hear is my soul yelling
my mind falling apart
my heart it just wont start
i heard youre voice
it said to wake
you called me honey
but i scared you so
if i change will you take me home
in youre arms
is the place i feel
in youre arms is where i shall heal
i will always love
and i swear ill change
just give me the chance
now i have the stance
a freind from far away
is here to help me
have you stay
the smile on youre face
fills me with joy
and i will embrace
for the happiness that will come
when i get the great big hug
i will have you in my arms once more
and ill change
ill never go back to who i was before