LOOKING BACK LONG AGO, I FIND THAT I DONT REALLY RECALL WHERE I FIT IN.
THE PICTURES IN MY HEAD ARE NOT SO VIVID, BUT DIM.
A MOTHER I HAD FOR A VERY SHORT TIME, ONLY TO FIND MYSELF SHIFTED ELSEWHERE.
NOT REALLY FEELING LIKE I BELONGED,TO ANYONE,BUT LOOKING FROM THE OUTSIDE
GOING NOWHERE.
A NEW FAMILY I HAD, UNAWARE OF THE DANGERS, I CRIED MY SELF TO SLEEP,NOT DARING TO MAKE A PEEP.
THE YEARS WENT BY, FEELING ALONE AND LOST, I HAD TO GET AWAY NO MATTER WHAT IT COST.
THE PAIN AND TURMOIL TURNED TO GUILT AND HATE, I TURNED TO DRUGS AND KNEW IT MIGHT BE TOO LATE.
I GOT DOWN ON MY KNEES AND PRAYED TO GOD...
ASKING FOR THE WISDOM,TO CHANGE MY SOUL,
TO FINALLY MAKE ME WHOLE.
I STILL ASKED THE UNANSWERED QUESTION,
WHERE DO I BELONG?