what's the point

 what's the point of me trying so hard all the time.
 what's the point of me speaking my mind.
 what's the point of me living on this earth.
 what's the point of god giving me birth.
 what's the point of me being on this team.
 what's the point I feel like letting it go, and maybe I should go back to the way i was before.
 what's the point of mekeeping my pain inside.
 what's the point of me trying maybe I should give up.
 what's the point of me being in this stupid town.
 what's the point of me always being down.
 what's the point why can't my life consist of good.
 what's the point cause i'm never understood.
 what's the point that's the million dollar question to me could you answer it please.