What if! I had a doubt of gender within me, maybe I feel, think and walk slightly west to east around me. Hearing things reverse and seeing things softer then my gender, should I wounder whats wrong within me. Sitting alone with dreams upon a heavy mind, at night I ly in bed with tears of confusing thoughts. Lying to myself with untruthfulness to others as I appear normal, unalter, unblemish and unblighted. A slipper slope I walk hiding my past from all who knew me, friends and family who never understand my discomfort or thoughts concerning my decision. Could I be anomaly, some abnormality or the face of your deepest fear. With all those different counties, people, life style and religion why am I the antipathy of people?