waking up

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waking up

waking up and i can see.
is this my reality?
lost inside is where i hide.
i use pain as an alibi.
no escape from the past
.sorrow builds,how long will it last?
never free,it finds me.
all this pain and misery.
dark and torn is my soul.
watch as my hate unfolds.
im crieng out,why cant you hear?
or is it me that you fear?
believe me when i say.
i was never ment to live this way.
its too late,i have too go.
dont act surprised,i told you so.
agony is with me.
it never leaves.
emotions seem to blend.
hatred is now my only friend.
laughing because im mad.
smiling when im sad.
waking up now i can see.
that there is nothing left for me.

w.ideker

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If I feel physically as if the top of my head were taken off, I know that is poetry.

Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) American poet.

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