This can't be life

Out of all the sperms i was the one to hit the egg.
I was developed with all my human features and i spread like a plague.
I came out and every thing was done for me cause i couldn't do for myself.
Very few people even give thanks for their mom's help.
My dad  left just as fast as he came .
With no remorse of the lost his child would have had ,cause he wasn't there ,for my life's  happiness and pain.
My mom was to strung out ,so she abandoned  my life before i developed my own brain.
I was unwanted but still surviving life's game.
I lived a life of poverty ,while the rich is smiling at me ,i guess that is the way of the world.
What makes it worst ,my baby momma won't let me be involved with my little girl.
Life is all confusing blacks don't like blacks they are constantly trying to out do each other.
All other races is doing better then us cause they stick together.
Some whites don't like blacks but they want to be us .
Some people don't like no other race but their own ,as the other races  they just can't trust.
It is hell down here with a pitch fork in our butt.
As i inspire to be a bigger King then King Tut.
That is a dream i take into the night.
Sometime i shake my head and say "this can't be life".