You came to me with a hope and a dream.
You knew my pain from before and wrapped your arms around me.

But now I question who you really are and wonder what to do now.
If I leave I would struggle alone with the ones who do not need the pain of heart ache.
Would it only be a self serving purpose if I allowed the fire to go away?

What would I do alone again and with them to care for on my own?
Would it be that hard to do? Or would I want you to look a fool?
It is not your first time in this arena, but it would be mine and I am not sure I could deal with all that.

Should I go for what I want from this bond that we have?
Then should I leave if you are not changed?
I ask you time and time again for the truth..

..In the end you simply lie to my face or become mad and defensive and shut down. I hate your wrath so I won't ask... again.

But should you wonder why I am mad and why I am confused, you may start by looking up the key terms that you use and see what the whole world can see.
Stop making a fool out of me.


E 2/2009