THE ROAD TO NOWHERE

I'm on the road to nowhere
destination is unknown
My shoulders ache with sadness
I feel so all alone...

I've loved you since I met you
yet I don't know what to say
Our lives are spent in silence
Just getting through the day

Emotions overwhelm me
while you keep it locked inside
I feel that I am useless
nothing left except my pride

I used to be so busy
Just looking after me
But everything is gone now
No rainbow do I see

I wake up every morning
wondering how I'll pass the day
Boredom is my friend now
and I wish he'd go away

You say I worry too much
But my future hangs in threads
There are people fighting over me
but the fighting never ends

It's my life their fighting over
It's my future in their hands
But to them, I'm just a number
and nobody understands

When they took away my money
It was more than just my pay
It was proof that I was someone
working harder every day

Now I don't know who I am
Or just who I'm supposed to be
I just know that I am angry -
No longer taking care of me

It seems there is no purpose
For me even being here
Perhaps, there is a message
But it is one I cannot hear

Maybe it is judgement day
For sins I have committed
I hope they all go easy
And the punishment is fitting...