As my heart races and pounds tight within my chest.

Pain surges deep within my heart as I suffer

Needlessly In my head.

Rage consumes me with a passion to seek revenge

and never am I more angrier than when I'm mad!

My throat begins to tighten

as I find it hard to breathe

as my eyes are holding back tears of selfish immoral greed.

The monster that lives deep within me

ventures out forth as it is called back in need.

His ugly head rears up and takes control over me.

My actions speak louder than words as I

wreck havoc upon thee.

The threat in the tone of my voice frightens me

as I no longer recognize the person that is me.

For now, hatred rages with a burning, churning fire,

instilled upon this monster that is now ininvitable me.

Oh, GOD

HELP ME!