I reach out for your hand,
But you are not there,
To save me from this monster,
Within my body.

 I need your help,
To fight this beast inside me,
It’s tearing me a part.
Till I’m discombobulated and tore.

 It’s destroying my mind,
With thoughts of you,
Disappearing from my life.
And Thoughts of me,
Drowning in its blood.

 Your voice is a distant memory,
Floating about my mind,
Playing with my emotions,
Till I can take it no longer.

 I want to see blood,
I want to feel hate,
Because this beast inside,
Is controlling me.

 The beast has taken over,
And I hate what I have become,
But I have a feeling,
That there is no turning back.

 The more that I hide it,
The stronger that it becomes,
So no more hiding,
Here it comes………………