There is more to me than meets the eye
Outside I smile and laugh
Inside I want to die
No one knows how often I think about it
Contempleting suicide
So that I won't have to endure the pain I feel inside
How I need for someone, anyone to love me
So that I can feel justified
Maybe its better for me to pass on
Cause while I'm here
I sit unnoticed
In the mist of everyone's prejudice
Crying, reaching out for anyone to take my hand
To hold on to me, help me stand
I'm tired of trying to the depiction of what society wants me to be
Why won't they let me be me
When I'm all alone
I hear them talking, telling me to do it
Telling me to end my misery
So that I can make this pain go away
But when my hits the floor
My pain will end that day