SUDDENLY

I often felt the need to curl up in a ball and cry, not die, but cry out bloody tears askin the Lord why, but suddenly I'm not afraid my debts to this world have all been paid the confusion leaves my mind so frayed but now I'm good suddenly.

Suddenly, I don't know how this came to be it came to me this anger replaced my perfect peace so suddenly it wasn't me.

I wish that I could reclaim the years, replace the tears, reverse the fears but suddenly no one can hear emotionally I'm not so clear invisible incredibly suddenly no longer here

My life, no meaning, my love demeaning but suddenly someone can see the sunshine as it's gleaming out beyond my shadow reaching out beyond my pain suddenly I come to see the rainbows beauty after the rain.