I never found the answer, to why i hurt so much
I never found the real answer why i cheated death and did so much.

Painfull things- to the people i care about
tyme past-things were found out, now im the one who's not even thought about.

I guess im paying for my actions but i didnt realize it was a unbareable pain
sometymes i wake up still hurtting as the questions build up, i cant solve my problems-my pain.

As my ex crushed my future relatioons, my feelings change
i lost lyfe twice this year, as three hard years change.

I felt heartless , because i was lied to
I felt lonely and alone because i had no one to turn too.

What am i to do, as my heart feels done
its messed up how i tear now-a-days and everyone watchs me- its totally clear i need someone!