Since I lost my Baby!!!
It was nothing new to me although it should be a crime that we as women put up with so much before we concede to defeat...
we will not run or turn our backs on him for we are soldiers in the army of love and we will not retreat...
Since I "lost" my baby I have fought tooth and nail to hold on to him and this relationship because it is my job as mother , wife and companion to do all I can for us...
Letting go is so hard I am at the age that I am tired of looking for that King that is worthy of this Queens love so ashes to ashes and dust to dust....
As hard as rain comes down on a flower and it stands so will I it is 2 tears in a bucket so muthafuck it cause no one will do it as I have done and can....
Since Ive lost my baby I have become so much more of a woman cause threw pain and strife comes strength and endurance, perseverance and hope for a new day...
To all of my sistas' that has "lost" your baby cause even if you have set him free, let him go or kicked him to the curb in our hearts it feels like we lost our babies I Say.....
Just as all the others this and he too shall pass and he will be memories and reminders of the shit we went and came threw with a jerk of our heads and a twist of our lips and as we smile and say that was yesterday and this is today.....
Today it may hurt like hell but we have been here before and will maybe again cause GOD is in charge so remember we dont have to raise them for them to be good men for some other woman.....
When you think back how long you knew it was over and still tried to put up with the bullshit and who is he to act like he is the best part of this relationship like you are not the honey for the bees....
Just pat yourself on the back and know that there are plenty of men would love the chance he had and will be more worthy of the position so remember Better days are on the way .......
Dont think no one notices your struggle and heart ache for God knows and so do I and we both see....
If no one told you they love you today especially that sorry ass man ...
God does and so do I and we can do it better than he can...........
DYMONDZ
we will not run or turn our backs on him for we are soldiers in the army of love and we will not retreat...
Since I "lost" my baby I have fought tooth and nail to hold on to him and this relationship because it is my job as mother , wife and companion to do all I can for us...
Letting go is so hard I am at the age that I am tired of looking for that King that is worthy of this Queens love so ashes to ashes and dust to dust....
As hard as rain comes down on a flower and it stands so will I it is 2 tears in a bucket so muthafuck it cause no one will do it as I have done and can....
Since Ive lost my baby I have become so much more of a woman cause threw pain and strife comes strength and endurance, perseverance and hope for a new day...
To all of my sistas' that has "lost" your baby cause even if you have set him free, let him go or kicked him to the curb in our hearts it feels like we lost our babies I Say.....
Just as all the others this and he too shall pass and he will be memories and reminders of the shit we went and came threw with a jerk of our heads and a twist of our lips and as we smile and say that was yesterday and this is today.....
Today it may hurt like hell but we have been here before and will maybe again cause GOD is in charge so remember we dont have to raise them for them to be good men for some other woman.....
When you think back how long you knew it was over and still tried to put up with the bullshit and who is he to act like he is the best part of this relationship like you are not the honey for the bees....
Just pat yourself on the back and know that there are plenty of men would love the chance he had and will be more worthy of the position so remember Better days are on the way .......
Dont think no one notices your struggle and heart ache for God knows and so do I and we both see....
If no one told you they love you today especially that sorry ass man ...
God does and so do I and we can do it better than he can...........
DYMONDZ
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