Silently Crying

I'm silently crying on the inside
trying not to let anyone see how much i'm hurting
i think about you every second of the day
if i manage to somehow forget you
something always reminds me of you again
whenever someone asks me if i'm ok
i just smile and say "just fine."
but walk away with tears in my eyes
I keep telling myself that i need to forget you
but something keeps telling me 
that i just need to hold on to the memories
i'm holding it all in
but i'm not sure i'm going to last much longer.
i put the make-up on 
hoping it can be like a shield
help me keep it all inside
hoping it can be a mask
i want to let all my tears out
just let them run free
but i keep it all inside
i just keep
crying silently on the inside..