Serenity

Whenever I choose a wrong path or
Take a wrong turn,
At the end of it,
Its there,
This deadly serenity!!

Whenever I am in a thought process,
recapitulating my deeds,
with a bundle of past old memories,
Its there,
This deadly Serenity!!

It brings about same old Issues.
same decietful friendship, A broken heart,
same financial crunch,same irascible mates,
Its always there,
This deadly Serenity!!

Even when I am partying with high sounding music,
there is something behind that feel of music,
something biting,
I think Its,
This deadly Serenity!!

It tries to lapidate me,
hitting my heart with acid filled balloons,
this pain is untolerable,I scream but I know,Its this,
deadly Serenity!!

Filled with elixir of Strife,it makes you to surrender
because it's  peremptory,perdurable,
Its Nasty,
this deadly Serenity!!